havent-got-a-prayer:

If I were a month, I’d be February.
If I were a day of the week, I’d be Saturday.
If I were a time of day, I’d be twilight.
If I were a planet, I’d be Saturn.
If I were a sea animal, I’d be a dolphin.
If I were a direction, I’d be North.
If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be a Bed.
If I were a liquid, I’d be water.
If I were a gemstone, I’d be an amethyst.
If I were a tree, I’d be a pine tree.
If I were a tool, I’d be a cart.
If I were a flower, I’d be a rose.
If I were a kind of weather, I’d be a calm, cloudy day.
If I were a musical instrument, I’d be a piano.
If I were a color, I’d be white.
If I were an emotion, I’d be love.
If I were a fruit, I’d be a grapes. 
If I were a sound, I’d be a breeze.
If I were an element, I’d be air.
If I were a car, I’d be a porshe.
If I were a food, I’d be sushi.
If I were a place, I’d be a beach.
If I were a material, I’d be pillow.
If I were a taste, I’d be sweet nd spicy. 
If I were a scent, I’d be fresh ocean.
If I were an object, I’d be a book.
If I were a body part, I’d be the eyes.
If I were a facial expression, I’d be cheerful.
If I were a song, I’d be ”Bitch” by Meredith Brooks..
If I were a pair of shoes, I’d be Flats.

i thought i came to my senses already. But why are there nights when all will flash back to my mind and make me feel the hurt that i thought i already forgot. another year is coming. But why do the scars keep bleeding? Maybe I’m just scared. Scared to be awake and realize that all that happened will be happening all over again. Loving again is not bad.

But I just wish that I could meet that someone that can make me totally forgot the pain of loving. I wish i could meet that someone. Not perfect. But someone whom I’ll have the courage to love. Never be afraid anymore.